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By ladyinwaiting Date: 2003 Mar 05 Comment on this Work [[2003.03.05.10.32.11299]] |
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How high I was when we first met You brought the greatest joy to my life New life like the birth of a child So exciting that of unconditional love You made me feel so special I always worried that I didn't have enough to offer you All I had to offer was myself and that would never be enough I was not good enough for you you deserved the best and I was not the best I had been cut deeply disfigured from the battle I feared you would not love me if you saw the scars I thought when we started I was not capable of exposing you all of me as time continued I exposed more each time it was so easy with you I loved you I was willing to try even with all my fear of rejection you were worth it to me I would expose everything just to have another moment with you When my scars showed you ran I could not reach you you ran in fear how horrid I was I found myself angry that I had allowed the scars to show I knew they would frighten you like a horror movie when the creature appears disfigured It was the scars that sent you away they were more than your sight could bear I am sorry I tried to keep them undercover so you would not see I hope they did not rub off on you baby because you are so beautiful |