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By lovestruk Date: 2003 Mar 05 Comment on this Work [[2003.03.05.14.53.24246]] |
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My family....... why does it have to be this way? my mom: all her stress and her complaining my dad: all the demands and the questions my sister: with her happy attitude........i hate it. i hate all of it why is my family so "disfunctional"? why can't we get along? i'm so sick of all of them. their faces, their voices, and their attitudes.... i'm so sick of being cooped up in this house. i can't take it anymore. i'm not a baby anymore....let me grow up. let me be normal....i need to go out, i need to have fun. what's fun to them? watching a movie....yeah, that is so damn exciting, i'm overwhelmed......no, not really. all this anger i have built up inside, has to come out sometime. i just don't know when. i feel that when my anger slips out, i'm going to hurt someone....or myself. there is only one thing that can save me. i need to hear that you love me. when you say that, everything is suddenly ok. your voice makes me feel so secure. aside from my family, i am on cloud 9 with you. all i need is you to hold me, to touch my face, to kiss me. you are my savior....i need you now bryce. Bryce, I love you with all my heart baby! nothing will ever change that....nothing. |