By Moin
Submitted by Elysian
Date: 2003 Mar 07
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Ok Fine


Ah At last I could see some sign of life from you even if it wasn't so positive or anything. Anyways nice to hear something from you. Well yaar I can't understand what went through your mind or what happened those days. Hmm May be you were just waiting for a golden oppurtunity to break up or something. Whatever you may call I hope you are fine and well.

This experience has taught me a lot of things for sure. In the first case I won't give my heart to anyone again. It's just not worth it. Of course what my close friend told was true and close. He said that deep down you might be a hard hearted racist. He didn't see the point of you loving me as I had no job at that time and neither the looks of a Tom Cruise or George Clooney. So what was it all those nine months. I just can't figure out. Was it a game or anything. And You write one mail on the 4th of Feb saying that you will use the internet soon and then disappear forever. Then you say that you spent $500 for the phone. That was never  true for sure. Please don't say such funny things again.

Listen dear friend. Hope you don't mind if I call you friend. Please take care wherever you are. I can't thank you enough for all the lessons you taught me. I know you know very well that I am innocent. You are really talented in a lot of things. And also please look at everyone in an equal way without much discrimination. I know you are good at a lot of things. But please don't forget that people like us do have human feelings and emotions. We too have dreams like others.

You know what?

It's easy to forget love when you have not really loved anyone. But for me it is never going to be easy as yours. Everyday is a struggle. A struggle to survive without you following me.

Hope all is well with both of us.

Thank you and have a great happy life with a rich strong guy. :-)