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By Beloved Date: 2003 Mar 08 Comment on this Work [[2003.03.08.01.37.26375]] |
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Yes I did write that on the 13th of November last year I can't live without you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So what? What's the big deal about it? It was nothing for me and it will never be anything for me I said that without meaning it I said that just for the sake of it For me the most important thing is MONEY Call me anything you want Call me a monster Call me bossy Call me mean Call me rude I just don't care You are free to call me anything My life is different This is how my life is I am a free bird and I am free to do anything I want Who are you to come in my life? Yes of course it is true that money is important for me I have had so many boyfriends I give them the oppurtunity to show me money If they can Then it's good If they can't then I ditch This is how I am . Many people call me a sweet girl for being so open in life. you get it? I am Real Free Bird Yes what's the big deal to say " I love you " I never meant it and you took it the other way It's your fault and not mine Well I know no one has ever loved me a much as I do Well I know you love me more than my mom loves me I know you pray for me more than anyone else prays for me So what? Do you have the money? No Right? So that was why I was waiting on that Thursday evening for you to commit that one small mistake . hehe There you commited that fateful mistake and I got one real big chance to flip out and abuse you and insult you in the best way I could so that you will hate me. But in spite of that you didn't hate me. I wrote all those sexy love poems for that teacher . Even then you were devoted me. Why Why Why? Can't you understand that I am bad and rude and money minded. Why can't you leave me alone ? I started to date a guy from my culture since the month of Novemeber. Went for so many movies with him during the weekends and stopped spending time with you. In spite of that you love me? Why boy? Why? Why are you so silly? Don't you have any exposure? Are you still a kid? Yes boy I did hang out a lot with my ex boyfriend during those days when I pretended to love you. There was one day when he even slept in my room when I had been to the dentist for operation. Even then you loved me so much ? Why can't you understand? You have no money no future too so please go away? For me the most important thing is money. Of course you don't have the great looks either. You are no Arnold nor are you a Ben Affleck. What will I do with your big loving heart. What will I do with a guy who has no money? I live for money. Money Money. Many people say I am too open. So what. This is how I define my freedom. This is how I run my life. So please leave me alone.Get the money and I will be yours So till then hang in there or kill yourself I don't care. I just don't care baby. |