By carol
Date: 2003 Mar 12
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[[2003.03.12.18.44.29444]]

part of me

never thought i'd lose u but i did
never thought i'd give in
i just couldent take that pain any more
i'll be so lonly now that ur gone
i'll live to die
and think of u and cry
i'll probaly start bleeding again
and maybe all of this stupid life...
i'll end
i'v been pushed to the edge
and i wont take any more
dont call me
dont talk to me
dont write
i dont want to hear ur voice
i dont want to see u smile
i dont want to tast ur kiss
i dont want u to hold me
not ever again
its over
i told u it would end
i told u would push it to far
i am going to miss the laughter
but the tears..
they will start to come
i hope u'll be happy
i hope u find better
but my dream ended
i finaly woke up
i sleept good for a while
but i guess my rest is over
now its back to reality
the lonlyness
and the pain
the tears
the fears
the bleeding
back to being insane

but i hope ur happy with out me there
i hope u move on quicly
and have no fears
i'll miss u forever
and love u longer
and i'm sorry this had to end
but now that its over
part of me wishes
that it would have never began!!