By carol
Date: 2003 Mar 14
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until

i thought i had found someone to kill this pain
someone to chase these demons away
i thought i'd found a love i could relie
but it turned out to be one big lie
i'd give up everything to kill this pain
i dont have anything to gain
life aint worth liveing
if u aint here
and with out u
all i have is fear

i wanted to hold on forever
thought we would last threw time
u feed me lies one by one
i belived ever single one
i'v fought hard
to hold on tight
i'm not strong anough to win this fight
my wonds have grown to large
i cant stand the sight of all these battle scars

i was wrong to think
that i could find
a love to treat me right
i want to think
that this will never end
but i know better now
to belive all that u say
to think that this love
wont ever change

i know its over..
that i got left behind
i dont like the fact
so i stash it far in my mind
i block it out
and i'm silently leting go
but until u figure all thit out
i wont let on that i alredy know