By newfoundlove
Date: 2003 Mar 15
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[[2003.03.15.13.10.928]]

to see

bleed,
to feel
live
to die
love
to hurt
lose
to find
win
to brag


we hurt so much all threw this life
then one day
we hurt again
to die
we leave this world all alone

and i close my eyes
and wonder why

my mind clouds over with a haze
my eyes work diffrent
cuz of all this pain
i see what isent there

i lose what i have
and i cant seam to gain
all that i feel
is this constsant naging pain
its hard to imagin a place worse then this
its hard to belive
that a worse hell
could exsist

theres no exit
no way out
once u step in
its just a constant dounght

the mind loses consintration
the heart gives up on love
numbness takes over
and u stop wanting hugs
u want space from every day life
u dont want touching
and u cant help but lie
ur head achs
from knowing to much
the scares wont go away
and the wonds wont heal

and u cant win for loseing
then u'll know how i feel
when sleeping is hard
and sanity starts to come and go
when ur body hurts all over
and inside
when ur heart achs
for all that u'v lost
u see what i mean

the insanity
insane
all straight thoughts
go away

u question even what u can see
and u dont belive any one
not even those voices from ur own head
u wonder about everything
and belive nothing

bleed
to feel
live
to die
love
to hurt
lose
to find
win
to brag

to see is no longer to belive