By Lulu
Date: 2003 Mar 18
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[[2003.03.18.15.22.5446]]

Everything

I thought of you today....
Even more than I usually do.
I explained the major
points of our fights,
our falls, most of everything.
Everything...
Such a small word for
such a amazing feeling.
I tried to explain,
as best I could,
My view of what happened..
and what didnt.
Lies happened..
The truth didnt.
Betrayal happened,
Loyalty didnt.
I thought you were
everything I needed..
Yet you were everything I didnt.
You were everything I wanted..
someone to trust..
someone to confide in..
someone to be there for me..
someone to simply care..
It turns out you werent..
You were nothing but bullshit
and a lifetime of pain.
Its strange how underneth all
of your everything..you were nothing.