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By ladyinwaiting Date: 2003 Mar 22 Comment on this Work [[2003.03.22.00.46.10910]] |
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These emotions are eating me alive how do I deal with them I deal with them a day at a time a moment at a time I am entitled to feel these emotions I have earned the right two days ago I felt denial this is not real this is not happening today I feel pain because you have hurt me cut my heart out given it as a sacrifice last week I felt bargaining pleading to make it all work yesterday, I felt angry the anger protects me from you hurting me again in an hour I will feel hate the hate justifies my pain how dare you hurt me like this you low life being three minutes ago, I felt rejected who do you think you are rejecting someone who loved you so much making me feel unworthy seconds ago, I remembered the good times the laughter the love at this very moment I feel numb just numb without feelings at all but, in the future I will accept accept you for the person you are and most of all I will accept ME |