By carol
Date: 2003 Mar 22
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[[2003.03.22.19.09.1949]]

hello

u gave up
one more time
lost a friend
over stupid pride
i dont feel bad
about what i said
and i will live
with what i lost
dont think i'm hurting
because i'm not
i dident cry
and i dident cut
i dont feel guilty
for what i know
and i wont apoligize for my opinion
its ok that u did this again
and i do know u
all to well
whitch was the problem
u dont like it
that someone does know u
u dont like the idea of leting someone get close
after u tryed so hard to keep them away
i wont hate u
not ever
and i'll alwayz be here if u do need somewhere to turn
i do know how u feel
betrayol if hard to cope
but we move on only
and if
we allow ourselfs
so let urself
u dont deserve what u feel
and he had  no right
but he still did what he did
u cant change that
no matter how much u want to
u cant fix what is done and past
u just have to move on
and u will
sooner or later
u will see that i am right
then
u will let go
and i hope that u let go soon
because i do know how bad it feels
and no one
not ever u
deserves it