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By carol Date: 2003 Mar 28 Comment on this Work [[2003.03.28.14.52.13173]] |
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damn all of u perkey happy.. giggly people screw the happy people with picture perfect lives.. who have found someone.. fuck those that live happily ever after its not fair.. what did i do so wrong.. that would make it ok for everyone else to find peace.. happyness.. someone to love.. someone to love them.. peace of mind... and not me!!!??? why do i have to live like this.. i have something to be grateful for and i am.. but still these attacks.. i have dreams.. (not exsplaining those) i dont sleep.. i cant eat and even when i do.. i never get full i hate being at school.. but home is a worse thought where should i go? what should i do? should i feel like this no no one should its not fair!! its not so y do i deal with it?!? why should i have to deal with this? i shouldent.. but i do and i cant get past all of the things that r going on in side of my head.. i dont know what to do about them.. how to sort them out.. how to get them to make some kind of sence... i dont get it' i need answers but i dont even know what the ?'s are... |