By carol Date: 2003 Apr 02 Comment on this Work [[2003.04.02.18.59.25240]] |
i want to end this life i cant forgive myself how can i exspect him to forgive me?? i cant but i want him to i wnat to make him trust me i wnat to hear him say that he loves me again b/c i still love him i gave him my heart and soul.. and yet i hurt him to help him? to save him from what no one else ever really wanted he took part of me with him.. my heart.. now as he yells at me and makes me feel a million times worse then i already do, i dont complain. b/c i deserve all this pain and 1000 times more for what i have done to him and next time i see him i'm going to tell him how i feel really tell him look him in the eyes and tell him and i hope he will belive it b/c its so true!! *baby i love u..i'm sorry for what i have done and i will make it up to u.. i'll make u trust me again* |