By carol
Date: 2003 Apr 02
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[[2003.04.02.18.59.25240]]

what i did

i want to end this life
i cant forgive myself
how can i exspect him to forgive me??
i cant
but i want him to
i wnat to make him trust me
i wnat to hear him say that he loves me again
b/c i still love him
i gave him my heart and soul..
and yet i hurt him
to help him?
to save him from what no one else ever really wanted
he took part of me with him.. my heart..
now as he yells at me and makes me feel a million times worse then i already do,
i dont complain. b/c i deserve all this pain
and 1000 times more for what i have done to him
and next time i see him
i'm going to tell him how i feel
really tell him
look him in the eyes
and tell him
and i hope he will belive it
b/c its so true!!

*baby i love u..i'm sorry for what i have done and  i will make it up to u.. i'll make u trust me again*