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By Lulu Date: 2003 Apr 03 Comment on this Work [[2003.04.03.17.56.20257]] |
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Just cut... God..it sounds so simple. If they only knew. If they understood the scars, the pain, the blood, the obsession.. If they understood the insecurities, the hiding, the reminders, the lies.. Everything simply because You cut your wrists...or burnt your arms... Its never "simply"..theres always something more. I want them to understand that I have too see these scars for the rest of my life. I have to go through the pain everytime i see them. I want them to understand I will never completely heal..because I have to see those scars. Now listen to me... If you never listen to me again...hear me when I say this. YOU ARE BETTER THAN THAT, BOTH OF YOU ARE. You dont deserve to go through that...to be pulled inside.. Both of you mean too much to me for me to let you do it. I'd kill myself first. You are better...You will always be. A fellow "cutter" once said to me.."the best feeling in the world is to see the blooding draning out...like all the pain is just coming out, once and for all"...Do you really want to Bleed simply to feel? I know your better... Please....Whatever you do...never cut. |