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By ladyinwaiting Date: 2003 Apr 05 Comment on this Work [[2003.04.05.21.56.4684]] |
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I remember the way you raged through the door I could tell by the look in your eyes you had been there again It seeps through your veins no way you could hide it I just can't live like this anymore is what I said you replied, "I'd just soon be dead, and with me I will take them" You ran with them and the echo of shoots bellowed like thunder ripping at my heart bringing me to my knees and with my God I did beg and promise that with this man that I have wed I will stay and hold true to my vows if only you protect them and bring them back to me somehow The smile upon your face made it clear to me that day the emotional game would never end Your love for the other was a greater love than you were capable of offering us all I could say is I love you enough I love me enough but most of all I love them enough to walk away did you know that I am still awaken at night with the sound of that thunder I awaken in a sweat my heart racing body trembling as they run to my side when I scream in the night how do I tell them of what it is I fear when they love you despite all on days like today I remember so well I see the disappointment in their eyes once again I am brought to the realization that your addiction is my addiction their addiction I hate you more today than yesterday am I forever to pay for the promise broken? |