By newfoundlove
Date: 2003 Apr 06
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[[2003.04.06.14.31.6830]]

words

i cant stand to see these battle scars
they show the pain
they show my loose
they dont hurt
not my skin
my just the sight
gets me feeling sick
feeling the pain
all over again
self inflicted
stupid as it is
i know one day soon
that i will cut again
i wont eat
for days at a time
and i'll have to starve threw sleepless nights

under weight
no shred of sanity left
i dont even have the confendence of self
to walk away
strange
the cuts heeld
so they no longer hurt
my the sight of the scares
bring it back in such full
pure
surended
when i see them
my leg
my arms
my ankel

the funny thing is
he thinks that he destroyd my mask
so i could no longer hide
but i made anouther
in only a matter of a lil time
he dosent see threw me
not like he thinks
he dosent know me
like he has tryed to hard
and so long to do

(and I CAN hear the angels)