By newfoundlove Date: 2003 Apr 06 Comment on this Work [[2003.04.06.14.31.6830]] |
i cant stand to see these battle scars they show the pain they show my loose they dont hurt not my skin my just the sight gets me feeling sick feeling the pain all over again self inflicted stupid as it is i know one day soon that i will cut again i wont eat for days at a time and i'll have to starve threw sleepless nights under weight no shred of sanity left i dont even have the confendence of self to walk away strange the cuts heeld so they no longer hurt my the sight of the scares bring it back in such full pure surended when i see them my leg my arms my ankel the funny thing is he thinks that he destroyd my mask so i could no longer hide but i made anouther in only a matter of a lil time he dosent see threw me not like he thinks he dosent know me like he has tryed to hard and so long to do (and I CAN hear the angels) |