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By carol Date: 2003 Apr 08 Comment on this Work [[2003.04.08.14.45.17011]] |
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*perfect* i promised not to but i cant help but think that if i bleed i can bleed the bad away get all of it out of me to be *perfect* for him 8 more pounds brown hair less friends *perfect* no flaws maybe i should just bleed would it work it might should i try no i promised i need to be perfect for him i need to make him happy i try so hard really but i cant make him love me i cant make him smile he is never going to be happy with me i can never ever be perfect i want him happy but i cant make him why does he bother why do I i try so hard but i cant *perfect* 8 more pounds less friends brown hair and a million other things that i cant give him i'll try but *perfect??* i cant do it GOD I CANT DO IT!! i'm sorry baby cant do it |