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By newfoundlove Date: 2003 Apr 11 Comment on this Work [[2003.04.11.12.43.13594]] |
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he did it again to day *wrote between tears on my paper* i am avoiding my mother i dont want her to dont want her to see and i dont want her to ask i wouldent know what excuse to use this time i exspect she is starting to wonder i guess i will just change shirts and she wont notice if i cover my back.. then she wont see it but what do i tell her if she rubs my back she dose it often to get my attention she will surly see the pain on my face if she touches it maybe she wont he promised me last time that it would stop and its goten worse 10 times worse at first it was brusis and scraches.. i could exsplain those but not this what hapens when it scars i know it will what do i tell her next time she sees me in a bathing suit what hapens when she askes what the scar came from what am i saposed to say? that i feel again? i hate him! but i cant leave its not fair i cant lay on my back its hurts i wont go downstairs i'll just sleep i'm tired anyway after that fight who wouldent be u should have seen him i have never seen him like that b4 i guess i deserved it though i did its my fault |