By footballdude
Submitted by footballdude
Date: 2003 Apr 11
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[[2003.04.11.18.18.19894]]

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I go through a lot of shit in my life and I get through it every time something new but bad happens! But latly I don't feel as if I can handle everything! Every one thinks im this outgoing, always happy, fun dude! But its all mostly an act. I hate letting people know how I feel. I don't want them to feel sorry for me or anything so I don't tell them whats going on. People ask whats wrong when im not smiling, but cant I just not smile for once. When im not smiling, its mostly cuz something bad, yet again, happen'd and im trying to deal w/o everyone getting in my biz. I feel like I would feel a lot better if I just told someone everything, but I wouldn't know how to tell them and I wouldn't know what to say.

---figure i get this out..one way or another---