By newfoundlove
Date: 2003 Apr 14
Comment on this Work
[[2003.04.14.13.56.31585]]

painting

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like my life:
there is no real meaning
everyone sees something diffrent at first glance
no one really agrees on that it is
if its right or wrong
good or bad
what u see
reflects off of who u are
the only person who truely knows what it is
is the person who painted it

just like only i know if what i do is right or not
what i see as right.. is diff for me then for someone else
so should i paint my life as something so every one else
will be ok with it
or paint as i see it
live as i wish
do what is right for me

is it ok to throw paint everywhere
and not worry about what they see
only what i FEEL?!?

can i throw my feelsing around
paint that mixs wrong
spots
drips
splater

i dont want my life to look like everyone elses
i want it to stand out
bright colors
a life that says who i really am
not what others want me to be

i'm going to start throwing the paint around
get messie
get  my hands dirty

i'm going to ignore the steriotype
and PAINT
how i want to
forget perfect
forget nice and neat

i'm painting for me now

i'm LIVEING for me now!!