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By newfoundlove Date: 2003 Apr 17 Comment on this Work [[2003.04.17.04.09.6670]] |
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i aksed him what happned to forever.. he promised me!! but no.... i guess forever ended way to soon he wants out he wants to make his life easy so he kicks me out of it and the only reason i woke up this morning was b/c i promised him for old times sake that i would be so tomorow.. if everything goes as he has planed.. then i will be out of his life so tomorow i wont have to wake up... i usaly dont wear make up but this morning even though i was to tired to put it on i did anyway i couldent stand the thought of going out and beeing seen really seen so i caked on 2 tons of make up lip gloss eye liner mascara foundation powder u name it i'v got it on y dont i want to be seen? b/c i'm scared if i dont wear this make up then EVERYONE will see the pain i'm in..everyone will notice my anxiety when i am in a crowed and i dont want them to see i want them to all think that i'm just peachy no i'm not really but i dont want them to know that.. |