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By Lulu Date: 2003 Apr 17 Comment on this Work [[2003.04.17.19.33.29635]] |
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I'm..Happy. ME. Happy... Wow. I dont think I've ever truthfully said that before. I'm at ease with myself. I've let people into my life.. I'm slowly letting them see me. I'm slowly allowing myself to need.. to feel.. to love.. to live. I trust myself... I trust my friends.. and I really think this could be what I've been waiting for. I promised 2 of my best friends that I wouldnt cut for a week. A week went by.. No cutting. That was 2 days ago.. and I still havent bleed once. 2 months ago...I wouldnt have been able to stop cutting for more than a few hours. Its so.. inspiring... to know you have people there for you.. and to know you will always be there for them. I almost feel guilty.. Many of my friends are going through tough times now.. but I'm happy.. I'd switch them places in a heart beat.. just so they wouldnt have to feel the pain.. but I cant. So fir now..Ill listen to their problems.. Try to be the best friend I can.. and remain Happy.. At peace.. And try to keep my life together. |