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By Lulu Date: 2003 Apr 18 Comment on this Work [[2003.04.18.16.41.1988]] |
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Today I said I loved you.. and I think I meant it. I was sort of shocked at first.. I didnt really mean to say it. But the more I said it The better it felt. It felt right.. I dont know how to explain it. I think I've known for a while.. I care about you so much.. I dont think I realized it. But when You told me you were hurting.. I cried. You told me you hated my cutting.. so I tried to stop. And when I couldnt stop... I felt guilty. Lately... When I'm upset my first thought is "Call Chris". Everytime I pick up a razor.. I think of you. You make me feel so much better.. Its hard to explain. I've never met someone who can almost always make me smile. No matter how much Im hurting.. You can make me smile. Maybe I was right.. I really do love you. |