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By Chaos Date: 2003 Apr 22 Comment on this Work [[2003.04.22.05.33.19713]] |
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I can't let go I don't want to give you up The sudden exciting freedom that I felt has now become something else and I wish... I wish had the guts to be what you want me to be. Wish I'd had the guts to talk to you. Wish you'd talked to me. Well, are you really so special? Yes, you are. The scared part of me just wants to turn away from you. I don't want to run around for the rest of my life saying 'I had this splendid lover, once...'. Maybe I would rather be waiting and yearning for you for eternity. I would rather you think, could have been, maybe should have been but wasn't, rather than, man, she was goddamn... whatever! After all that, just not worth it. But something inside me says I should take a chance on you. You would be a very good thing for me, I could be good for you. We could bring each other a little bit of happiness and love and light. So tell me, how do I do that? Because in spite of everything you might perceive me to be, I am so lost that it isn't funny. Or maybe you worked that out already. Hope to yoke with you as soon as I could |