By carol
Date: 2003 May 03
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[[2003.05.03.19.16.7489]]

not well

i dident tell u everything that was bothering me

its not just that i had to see him.. and hear is laugh again
or even that he tryed to hug me

but that i dont sleep well
i am tired all the time
i get so hot at night
my glands are swollen
i get headachs
and i get dizzy
and sick to my stomach
i have no appitite
and when i do eat i stuggle to keep it down
i thought maybe pms at first
but its been like this for 2 weeks now
non stop
and i dont know why i havent told u yet
i just dident want to bother u
i dont want to make u worry
and i know u will
i'll tell u when i see u
although i know u will be mad i havent told u b/4 now..
and if u read this b/f i see u
then so b it.. but dont hate me baby
hear me out.. and then hate me..
i only meant to save u stress
i know i put anough on u as it is
i give u grays
ur not old anough to have grays
16
u shouldent worry about them
and u said it ur self that they are mostly me

so i figured it would go away
but it hasent
and to tell the truth
i'm kinda worried

my parents dont know
i havent told anyone
but i want u to know so u can comfort me
so u can make me feel better
so plez dont get mad baby
plez!!