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By A friend of mine Submitted by lovestruk Date: 2003 May 04 Comment on this Work [[2003.05.04.08.07.11789]] |
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Need I dont allow myself to need. I pull myself away from everyone. I dont allow myself to want.. to feel... to have any pleasures.. or any weaknesses.. I make sure I'm untouchable. After a while.. I cant take it. Its too much pressure. My needs grow stronger. I have to have some way of expressing all the pain. It builds up inside.. and has to get out. It comes out in the blood. The blood lets it all escape. Not just the blood.. but the pain. Since i dont allow myself to need people.. I need the pain. I need to bleed.. just to hold onto my sanity. So..by eliminating one weakness.. I've created another. But I can always hurt myself.. Always. There is no way to take that power away. People leave, they lie, they cheat, people run their mouths.. and fake. But a razor cant. A razor cant tell anyone whats comming out as that Cold, Harsh, Steel pierces away the pain. They cant lie.. and the pain will always be there.. So.. Fuck people, I'll need the pain. |