By Mysteriousone07
Date: 2003 May 05
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Trust

Trust is what
a huge thing in a relationship

I trust you
with all my heart
Just insecure
when I don't know where you are
Insecure that you'll leave
Even when you say
you won't

I haven't felt this much
about anyone before
I never acted this way
ever before
When I don't know
where you are
That's when I start to think
Wondering what you're doing
Wondering where you are

I trust you
with everything I got
Just afraid
knowing that you're not here
Knowing you're somewhere else
without me
I know I am selfish
I apologize
Just being pessimistic
as I am
That's when I feel so scared

When you're not here
I go crazy
When you're somewhere
and I'm not with you
I get so paranoid
I wish I don't have these feelings
I wish it'll go away

So where are you now?
Here I am waiting
Waiting for you to arrive
Waiting for you here
But you're not

I haven't felt this way
This is the first time
I get so tense or worried
First time I had
this kind of relationship
I can't imagine
myself living without you

I trust you
with all my heart
I just need
to stop thinking
so negative
Assure me one more time
that everything
is just fine