By Mysteriousone07
Date: 2003 May 16
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Who am I?

Who am I?
From day one
My mind had full of
Imaginary things
Full of happiness
Inside of me
Remembering your
Presence right next to me
Yet suddenly vanishes
For I realized you weren't around

Who am I?
For my identity seems
It cannot define itself
For I have thrived by
Seeking and searching
For this part of me
That is lost within
A part of me
That is left
With nothing
For I only feel pain
Pain that has brought
Me to have such a bitter heart

Things happened in my life
That is uncalled for
For I question
What love means
For I KNOW for sure
I could never love again
The day you were gone
For I have felt such misery
I just couldn't believe
That someone could do this to me

Who am I?
For I have searched myself
Who it is inside of me
For I only hide what I feel
To protect them
For I do not want them
To feel the misery that I am in
For I only want their love
And appreciation
Tell them what I feel
For them understand ME

Who am I?
I consider myself
As a woman of mystery
For I am a person
That is hard to figure out
For I never let my feelings out
Always well hidden
For I am afraid to be in pain
Put on a fake smile
To make myself
Feel better again
But I know in my heart
I always feel the same

Who am I?
I don't know exactly
For all I know
I might lead one into
A path one might
Be surprised to be at
A mysterious place
For no one would
Know what is coming

As time passes
I feel that I am
Progressing
For I find more contentment
In my life
Yet I will never forget the past
For I will only push
It aside
For me to move on
And have a better life
The life I always
Want to live in and what I have always wanted to find

My identity for I have searched many times
Now I finally figured out
Who I am inside

I let myself out of my comfort zone
I feel as if I have created my own voice
To stand up and speak and let my feelings out in the open
Since I did had enough
For letting people get the best of me

I am what I am now
For I have learned not to live my life
And think that everything
Will turn out negative
That I learned not to be in a position that I have allowed myself
Just to protect everyone
Yet forgot about protecting myself

I have grown stronger
Step by step I have been opening up
For I feel much better
To get to where I am now and feel how I am now
For it only brings me
A reason to live life
For I finally found

Who I am