By carol
Date: 2003 May 21
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to all the ones that made me cry

your arms couldent hold me
like his do

your kisses could never make me as happy
as his kisses do

your touch never made me weak in the kness

your hands
never brushed my face
and made me shake

you never
layed on my chest
just to listen to my heart beat

you never let me call u in the middle of the night
when dreams dident turn out right

u dident sooth my crys

your never even tryed

you could have never made me feel how he does
no matter how hard u had tryed

u dident lite a fire in my heart like he did

or plant that seed in my soul

and even if u had
u never would have stuck around to watch and help it grow

you never cared
not at all for me

u never looked into my eyes and saw my soul

or kissed me so softly
that i became weak

you never held me
when i needed u to

or came running
just because i needed you 2

you only fead my pain

you would think that i hurt
that i miss u

but if you want the truth,

the pain u caused only makes me appriciate him more
only makes me try harder to keep him
only makes me love him stronger
only makes me fall deeper

i thought after you
i wouldent have the strenth left
to love
to care
to fall

but i do
i was stronger then even i knew
and i just wanted to say thank you for hurting me
thank you for leaveing
for all the pain you caused me

you made me see
exacly how strong i can be

and u gave me the strenth to hold tight to him
to never let go
and to never look back again!!

                      *baby, i love you!! and i guess this is to all those guys that hurt me.. see what u did!! dont u feel dumb!?! you know u do!! lol, you know what i never thought  i would say this.. but maybe there was a purpase to all those stupid guys hurting me.. i guess god new i had to see how it felt to hurt.. so that i could appricate loveing u all the more!!*