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By Mysteriousone07 Date: 2003 Jun 02 Comment on this Work [[2003.06.02.22.33.11235]] |
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In my room Minding my own business As always Everybody not knowing What I do The voices I hear The words I hear Everytime we're in an argument I can't take much longer I sit and think Think of the good things That everyone has brought to me And just to erase The bad thing I'm about to do to myself Sit and nowhere to go Sit until I think of nothing else But that one thing Turn to my dad Ask for help Ask for guidance Help me get through the day Help me to keep living I turn to him for comfort For answers And I feel his presence Once I ask him to come I can feel him beside me Words I can hear him telling me Think some more Think of what pain I've caused Even when it's not me who brought it I regret everything that I speak my mind of Where I stand my ground Now think of ending it all The pain, suffering The regret everyone feels End it all just so I am not able to hear And end all my fears And for me not to shed anymore tears How can I end all of this that I feel? Stay in my room Until I lay myself to sleep Until everyone realizes that I can not be awaken But it was all a pretend Just so I could not see their faces The faces I fear The faces that I do not want to see Now time passes Tears I shed Tears falling down my cheeks Ask God why me? Why wasn't I the one that was not taken away? Why wasn't I the one not to die? Am I here for a reason? Do I have some kind of purpose? I cannot say no more For I will decide Whether or not I should end it once and for all I can not take much more, not even a bit Someone try to calm me down and help me sit This is when I decide NOW Knock, Knock NO answer They wonder why I am not answering Enter in my room Saw me lying on my bed Shaking me No answer Calls my name No answer Now they worry They panick What should they do? Call the paramedics Too late For I have already ended everything That's why I didn't ANSWER |