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By Me, Myself Submitted by confused_one Date: 2003 Jun 03 Comment on this Work [[2003.06.03.17.02.1621]] |
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Well, okay. Today I call my soul mate just because he forgot his lunch. I asked to see if I could bring it to him but he says "No. I'm not at work." I was a little surprised but then I was struck by his words. He then tells me "My brother's been in an accident. He's been in the hospital all day and he just got out. He just escape death." It was such a shock to me and it didn't feel real. So I have to tell my sister her MAN has been hurt. I take it all in being strong for her. I feel like I could just die. Being only the fact that not so long ago my soulmate has been in an accident. So, it brings all my memories back and I fight to hold in my tears. I begin to gag because my tears are building up. Well, about 45 minutes later. The car is towed to my house. I feel nothing at first. Then when I slowly come out to see the damage. I fight my tears. I'm fine at first. Then my sisters tears began to fall upon her cheeks. Slowly mine start to show. I hug her saying "It's okay, he's still alive. Go to him and hug him. He needs you now and be strong." I look at my soul mate and he see's the hurt I feel because for I have felt it before. I break down and begin to cry. But why my soulmate is fine? I guess I cried because I saw my sister in pain and also it brought the pain that I felt before back. Here I sit thinking to myself that my soul mate can be taken from me in only a matter of seconds. I sit and pray to God that nothing would happen. If it did, what will I do? I surely think I would end my life with my soulmate because he's my life my love my everything. |