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By musicalduck Date: 2003 Jun 05 Comment on this Work [[2003.06.05.16.52.6572]] |
| shortly after i dropped you off you called me and said "i'm sorry i can't take this any longer." can't take what any longer? i'm the one who gave up, who left you. you're just another case of a broken heart, while i'm left here to ponder what i'm to do next. so i say i'm sorry, routine. of course it sounds sincere, but is it? i never thought the day would come, but i was waiting for it. and i have to admit, it didn't hurt. i know i cried and said i'm sorry but after everything youve done, it was me who became heartless. so maybe you can't take it now, but i couldn't take it then. I feel like i'm writing a novel so i can explain to you why i left, but i don't think you'll ever understand. you're stuck on making yourself happy, but i just want to make everyone happy.. yet, it's impossible to make you happy. i love how you try to bring back memories, but all i can see from them is what went wrong.. and if nothing went wrong, what could have gone wrong. you were the one who caused me to stop writing. even though i'm not very good, it was still my way of coping. you were the one who kept me in at night, while you were with your friends. i love how it all comes back to me. i mean, i did break your heart afterall. i'll never look at you the same again. my heart was broken more than once by you, and jst as i was putting the pieces back together you'd break it again. showing me how inferior i was to you. but i'm not taking no for an answer. you took me for granted, so now i'm gone. |