By daysea
Date: 2003 Jun 06
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Happiness


This silence is deafening
This couch is not used to the quiet
It knows the sound of fighting lovers
..of loving lovers
..of laughing lovers
..of pretentiousness at teatime

This silence isn't like you,
You tell me it is
Always has been
Ive just not noticed it before
I never paid enough attention to details
Your right the slow changes came to me way too late
The changes in you and in me

I was too busy paying attention to you
With no attention to myself
Rediscovery comes quickly once your gone
Faster then ide imagined
And you know what
I like me

I like me more now then when I was like you
I never wanted to be like you
You took me along for the ride
Showered me with things I never wanted
Never needed
At first I thought I wanted you for ever
I was wrong
I want me back forever
This is happiness