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By beansbaby03 Date: 2003 Jul 05 Comment on this Work [[2003.07.05.13.06.23263]] |
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what do i have to do to get you back? I know i screwed up, I smothered you I scared you off. but it was just because I missed you after everything we've been through. YOu said your feelings havent changed about me, which is good i guess. so let me get this straight, you care about me, but you need time, you want to be with me, but you need time? I told you i'd wait forever and hunny you know that i will. I'll just sit here staring at the phone willing it to ring, but you won't call when i need you to, you'll call when you need to. but im just glad you 're calling, i think we need to take this slow. Baby steps, not get so serious, so soon. If we want to be together ( which we do) then the only thing that is stopping us is your fear. I know what you're afraid of and i know exactly why. LIke i said, just take your time. but remember that in taking your time, someone else's heart and feelings are on the line. im scared too, don't you see? scared of losing you, scared to be with you, scared to fall in love, break a heart or be heart broken, scared to let someone really know who i am, because no one has ever cared enough to bother before and you want to know and im too scared to tell you , but you 're too scared to date me, so what does that say? we're both afraid, and i knwo when i'm scared i like to have someone tobe with through it until the scary part is done. I just want to be yours again and i'll do whatever it takes, if the only thing is time, then baby i got all day, all week, all motnh all year, i have plenty of time, my schedule is clear. to be honest, i am falling for you and i will never be able to be just your friend. but i am happier this way...knwoing you car8ing for you and knowing that you care back equally. its enough for me, but it won't be enough forever. |