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By beansbaby03 Date: 2003 Jul 10 Comment on this Work [[2003.07.10.08.56.22601]] |
| As bad as this hurts, you called and for the thirty five minutes and twenty seven seconds we were on the phone, any pain I had been feeling melted away. We agreed the day before, (it was tuesday) that we wouldn't see each other for a while, it's not what we wanted, but it is what's best. So I haven't seen you since tuesday and I haven't kissed you since sunday. It's hard to not go to your house and crawl into bed with you...but I will wait until you're ready. It's hard to think that there was a time before I knew you, that I thought I would never find someone who makes me feel the way you do. And now, I wonder if I'll get that feeling back. It's hard for me not to cry and smile and the same time everytime I think of you, which is approximately every 2.35 seconds. My feelings for you are unwavering, they haven't changed, except now I miss you. I know you miss me too and I know that's why you called last night. I just don't know how the one person thats hurting me is the one who makes it all go away. I know you don't want to hurt me and I know you still care about me the same as you always have...but you are, regardless of what your intentions are. anyway, i still want to be with you, but take your time, all the time you need. my heart is yours. |