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By beansbaby03 Date: 2003 Jul 11 Comment on this Work [[2003.07.11.06.29.18139]] |
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I try to hold back, to not let my heart show. You know the tears are coming, You say, "You should go." Your arms wrap around me, engulf me one last time. I look into your eyes, and know you're not alright. I hold on to you for a moment, and stare deeply into you. I wanted you to see how much i care for you. Before, I start crying too hard, I walk slowly to my car. "No one said it would be easy, but no one said it'd be this hard." I know this isn't what you want. But what we both need. I was blinded by my love for you, blindsided by your choice indeed. Now all I can do is wait and pray that you won't take long. Just know that if your feelings haven't changed, then you and I can't be wrong. I miss you so much, Bean. I know this isn't easy for you either, so I hope you're doing alright. I miss you bunches. <3Baby<3 |