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By GoatgirlGeorge Date: 2003 Aug 16 Comment on this Work [[2003.08.16.19.02.31136]] |
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Ever get the feeling, when you do find a piece of yourself, you do start to find yourself, that you're not sure whether to like what you find? I am in pain. I can't tell anybody. And the thought of *ever* being with a man makes me want to retch. It makes me crawl inside, it is so wrong for me... I just want to be held, protected, loved... just to hide safely in a bundle, curled up, finally safe and warm with her... To have someone who doesn't try to stare down my shirt But instead see what's in my heart I want her to see But I'm so afraid She is the most beautiful eyed angel I have ever seen on earth I don't want to...corrupt that beauty It is an innocent love But still I am guilty of loving And to see the cold hard stares of the once broken people Unnaccepted Can't tell anyone Already an outcast Already been hurt too When can I protect her So beloved angel will never be hurt Feel useless Why couldn't it have been the end So I could hold her in the darkest hour Before she shone with light and Then my beloved beautiful angel would no longer be earthbound And we could all be free But would I ever be free from loving that angel? And... I would surely die for her Because I would be happy if I knew I could bring more light to her life I would surely die For the beautiful angel My only piece of heaven for me here on earth I never want to see my angel hurt And this piece of myself that I have found Self destructive For I would surely die for her And all I know Is that I love her |