By Kimberley Payne
Submitted by growingpaynes
Date: 2003 Aug 18
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Why

Why do you love me I ask with a grin?
I'm playing a game with you, deep inside I desperately need to hear what it is you like about me
As if your opinion of me is the only thing in the world
That matters to or measures me.
"You're such a good mother" you say.....
Huh?
Not a beautiful women,
Not one sexy bitch,
Not a wonderful wife,
Not your best friend......
My entire existence has been summed up
And the verdict is in...
I do the laundry with grace
I vacuum with such style
My made-up beds are a work of art
My hours of wiping little fingerprints from everything in the house
will someday win the noble prize
I used to wonder what magnificent thing I would do to change the world
Now I realize the greatest thing I may ever do
Is to be a loving substitute mother to your five children
Because for whatever reasons their mothers are not here
There are days when I feel like hired help
But then there are days, when the kisses overflow with giggles
And my five year old brushing my hair is better than any massage
And dinner is silent because everyone loves the food
And all nine of us are together and no ones fighting
And I feel like I am part of something so special and so blessed
And being "such a good mother" is good enough