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By libs0813 Date: 2003 Sep 17 Comment on this Work [[2003.09.17.07.02.5244]] |
| i know we've gone a long way these last two months. we never really shared anything with meaning but i know we meant well, for each other. you don't want to continue hurting me, and i don't want to let you hurt me. you said goodbye without even saying hello and you left so many traces without intending to. if it's true that you never know what you had until you lost it then i guess it's also true that you'll never know what you lost until you have it. it's your loss that you let me go. and i guess it's mine too that i watch you leave. but i guess we'll never realize it. that really, we are two wrongs making a right. that we can make a good love story and inspire the hopeless. but hey it's fine with me. please don't think i'll wait for you again. i know you'll be happy without me, though i can see there's sadness in your eyes that we can never go back to where we were. and i'll be happy without you, somewhere in the lonely streets i walk by i can find a peaceful seat by the park and watch birds fly. you said love is something you have witnessed before you don't want to lose it and i'm still wide-eyed wondering how happy must that feel. i guess this ambivalence made me realize love isn't just about being together, sharing hopes and dreams, but having same disappointments over what we can never be. but one day, ill find another passer by and he'll come sit with me. then i can watch you, soaring high but don't forget to look down below. |