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By mkbs1978 Date: 2003 Sep 29 Comment on this Work [[2003.09.29.15.28.6311]] |
| I hate saying good bye. Regardless what day it is, I still hate saying it. It means I have to go back to hell. Where I live, where I work, when I'm not with you. I discovered heaven a couple of months ago. Heaven is....being with you, waking up with you, and sharing in your life. I cry when I leave, my heart just aches. Knowing I have to wait at least 5 days before I see your face. To kiss your lips and to hold you like there's no tomorrow. We both use e-mail and phone calls help. But its YOU that makes me smile. Its YOU that still makes me blush, makes my hands perspire like a first date. Its YOU that heats my blood and bring cold chills by your touch. Its YOU that makes my heart race like in a derby. And when you use those blue pools to gaze at me. I just want to jump in and be forever lost. I know the difference in reality and fantasy. And this is no safe place to land. This is coming from my heart, from all that I am. I know who I am and I know what I feel. Reality...Is YOU. Again I've had to say good bye. Again I feel lost,lonely and sad. Knowing I didn't come home to you, to hold you, and kiss you.To greet the mornings and to end the nights with you in each others arms. And again, I will wait till the days go by and all the pain and loneliness shall leave. It always does the closer I drive toward you. Maybe by saying bye instead of good bye would be better. I see nothing GOOD in telling you good bye. |