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By Maggie Submitted by Insense82 Date: 2003 Oct 14 Comment on this Work [[2003.10.14.09.13.15981]] |
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I woke up today wishing yesterday was never a part of it. Because if today was a part of yesterday, then everytime I think of tomorrow there would only be tears in my eyes. You're supposed to be the one I love, the only person who completes my life... Yet why do I fall apart everytime I think of you? Why do I feel not love but hate at the very sight of you? I had lunch today wishing breakfast was not the one that preceded it. Because if it would be breakfast that came before this, then I wouldn't want to have dinner because there would only be tears in my eyes. I am incomplete once more. A blank spot in my soul that a lifetime may not fill, and I hate you for it. A guy passed me by tonight while I was having drinks with friends. He looked, and smiled. I wished he didn't look so enigmatic, because if he wasn't, it would be easier for me not to think that he looked just like you, and everytime I'll see an enigma there would only be tears in my eyes. My tears --- for you. For how long? |