By Ali
Date: 2003 Nov 03
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Until I Do

I don't remember missing you,
Until the moment where I do;
From then on, it's all uncaught
Raindrops, high falling feelings,
And sounds that leave a trail
Of ash and shadow, from the beginning
To the End.

I've got too much to believe in,
But not enough to believe in me--
Funny, strange, and crazy,
Isn't it?  I just don't know
How to not feel you, brushing up
Against me--an exchange of souls,
Temptation lingered upon
Nothing--nothing but a memory.

I don't remember missing you,
Because it's me whose been gone;
I've run too far
From myself to realize
The mistakes that I own--
But I hide it all, for better or worse,
Underneath this pretty smile;
And I never remember missing you,
Until the moment where I do.