By Kitti Conrad
Submitted by IcyHeidi
Date: 2003 Nov 30
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All over Again

I woke up to get dressed today
but like yesterday I tied the tie to tight
around my neck and started to strangle myself.
With expectations and goals set to high
and self esteem placed way to low
leaving myself unbalanced.
again just like yesterday
I panicked
I quickly touched the knot to loosen it
and realized I wanted to continue tightening
till it all just disappeared
The bad blood, the angry outburst's, the real
life nightmares.
Everything lost and forgotten in darkness
but all I did was stop breathing
lose my concious self and wake
to try it all over again tomorrow.