By Andrew Ryan
Submitted by drew1977
Date: 2003 Dec 08
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Puzzled

I am once again sitting here all alone trying to work out what i have done wrong.

Feeling lost and tired not knowing which way to turn.
Wondering, Hoping that one day I will get it right,
and be able to live my dreams.

Im so tired and hurt, Closing the doors once again,
bolting them shut with a thousand locks and throwing away the key.

My vow today, although it may change tomorrow,
is to never allow myself to get hurt again,
never allow anyone that close that they may abuse my trust,
never let someone into my world so that they may destroy it -

I seem to spend more time repairing my heart than I do using it for love.

I am tired and im hurt, and i will sit here alone forever more.

From now on I will control my own fate.