By iLYd
Date: 2003 Dec 13
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Life Rearranged

My feelings are not changing
My thoughts are definitely rearranging

Your in my heart I'm afraid
Your in my mind and stay all day

Help me see that it just can't be
Help me realize that things will change
Help me make my life rearrange

I can't stop thinking about you
Your all I want or think I need
Your saying to yourself right now
I feel it, Please just forget about me

I wish I could, I might
The only thing that comes to mine
Is that I want you every night
By my side, just to talk, share a drink
Or even just to help each other think

I know this all must sound crazy
To a man who's apparently thinking clearly
But if someday you wish to feel
The need to have me by your side
I'll plan so carefully the steps to take
Because you are the one I want to make
My change of future, My change of good
Only because I think you understood
That when the kids are grown and leave their homes
I want to be that someone for you can spend alone

Sounds too deep, then pick up your feet
I'm not running and wouldn't get far
Because to leave, would leave a scar

You love to love and I see the hurt you have
I would like to share in it, even though I can't be there

Retrieve for a moment time that we have spent
I long to be in those moments, to talk, to laugh, to smile
Be my friend, that I want
Be my friend, let's talk and laugh
Just remember for me and no strings attached
I love you now and for later
I promise to keep your decisions wiser and stronger
Because I know our friendship will last that much longer.