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By sarahsehee Date: 2003 Dec 17 Comment on this Work [[2003.12.17.20.25.26781]] |
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Heat is rising from my chest. A heart beat unheard, but alive. A soft whimper that claims defeat, that desires surrender. Crying is only in vain, and how much I want to cry. For all seems so far gone. When everyday closer to the future is farther and farther away from him. Control, calm, collected. Emotions aside- don't come near me. No closer please, leave me to myself. I want to feel nothing. Indifference is better, much better than unhappiness. And every tear I dedicate to you, my love, and every thought of us I dedicate to you, my heart, every cry, I dedicate to you, my soul. Sometimes to surrender requires more strength than to fight. But of strength, I have none at all. Leave us to the wind, to blow away, fade like an old memory. Who ever said every story has a happy ending? Lord, help me to look back with only tenderness of how he touched me, and affection of how he kissed me. A first love can never be last. Of hope I will pray for, that he find someone kinder, gentler, lovelier than the last. That his heart be fulfilled with a love beyond what he has ever known. And for myself I'll pray the same prayer |