By iLYd
Date: 2003 Dec 19
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Even Now

Why did you come into my life?
I wasn't looking.
At first it was nice to have someone to talk to.
You showed me kindness and I liked the way you took charge
of everything around you.

Within five months you had me totally wrapped.
Within one year I had fallen in love with you, but

Why? Why? Why?

Your happy, I must be crazy to think that anything  
could or would ever happen between us, but

Why? Why? Why?

You'll never leave I need to convince myself of this.
But I so want to continue thinking about the possibilities
of being yours' and yours' only.
But everyday my heart hardens a little bit more.
And everyday I must keep pushing you away.
But oh how I wish that this didn't have to happen.
I wish I could be with you even now!