By Ali
Date: 2003 Dec 20
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Forgiveness Is

My heart is ivy;
My eyes, wrapped in emerald
Contention--I realize the quiet faults
Of my smile, but try to hide them anyway;
Call it pride, call it foolishness,
But call a rose a rose.  Miscalculated wonders--
I fell into a false hope, but that does not matter now
Because olive branches cannot be bound;
It is the intent that matters, and what the symbol
Within my eyes suggests; forgiveness
Is a pretty copper penny, tossed a fated throw
Over my shoulder, eyes closed tightly
Against one possibility of truth.  The fountain
Speaks of madness, second-guessed smiles
And half undone chances--trances of the heart
And mind.  This lives underneath my whispered
Dreams--a sea-glass colored Hell that rages
Against the Night in me; innocence is not my shade.
There's a devil in my heart that steals my mind--
Make no mistake about the reality of this,
Or of me; I've fallen twice and risen once,
And loved a man who left me--and now there's you.
Forgive me if I speak of madness, talk of love,
Or rant of time; the blood within my veins
Has slowed--an ivy-emerald liquid haze of fear;
Just call me the green-eyed monster,
My heart of ivy on my sleeve.