By silly gurl
Date: 2004 Jan 10
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hurt

on days like these
im filled with rage
its all written
page upon page

i want to scream
plan to die
tell myself its over
hope its not a lie

cut my wrist
watch it bleed
the blood that flows
are dirty deeds

tie the noose
around my neck
living breath
ill reject

drink up some courage, then
eat the pills one by one
for every fucked up thing
i know ive done

if i tell myself
ill be ok
and live to see
another day

i may not die today
but inside ill rot
with hatered, heat
its all i've got

its been to long
since i've been whole
my hearts been blackened
to match my soul

in finding death
i hope for peace
want the constant grief
to cease