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By silly gurl Date: 2004 Jan 10 Comment on this Work [[2004.01.10.01.23.7342]] |
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what are you thinking? are you absolutely nuts? Stop pouring out your sappy little childish heart and grow up about 10 years. Open your eyes. He doesn't want you or need you. He doesn't want anything to do with you. He's just a sentimental guy too nice to tell you to FUCK OFF. Except for that one time, and believe me he ment it. That should have been the end. then & there. Its only causeing you grief because you keep stirring up the past, picking at the scab & pouring salt in the wound. Your own wound. Whatever he went through was just a healing process of hurt feelings, not this pathetic, obsessive, psychopathic train of though of yours. If you don't bring it up, make contact, He'd have forgotten you ever existed. You'd be another "whats-her-name" that played the game. Tell him goodbye, that you lied. Not to believe any nice work you said. You just wanted to get him in bed. Not that its the truth, but it would probably set everything straight and he'd want nothing to do with you even if you made every effort. Which is the way it should be, according to your own second oppinion. :) |