By silly gurl
Date: 2004 Jan 14
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let me sleep

Let me sleep
in my piece of heaven
a bed bull of pillows
and dried splatters
from last nights
submission to a desire
not shared by both
all that is oblivious
as the body
that feels foreign
and laden with stones
of self hatred
the dull pain seeps deeper
into my stiff limbs
until I'm forced to choose
to roll off the slab
and stumble into the bathroom
with an over extended bladder
i hate being awake
not able to finish my dream
forced to sleepwalk
the rest of the day suffering